In an RP I'm in; I'd been given permission to launch a really big plot drive; which we did... and then halfway through; one of the rp's heads pops up and goes and blames me that I messed up; that they'd have to go fix the thing again...
When I replied; she said I was supposed to have waited for her to tell me when I was allowed to EXACTLY...
And I know that's REALLY BS... This magical statement that appeared from nowhere; I had my permission; and I was firmly assured that the night after the training session of the characters; I was allowed to move forward...
So; I think I fell into a one person flaming... I went and suddenly unleashed a LOT of dormant feelings about this person I'd had for a long time how they ran the rp; how I felt she was going after people and all...
And I feel like I made a complete and utter embarrassment of myself in the process...
And I feel so horrible and empty about it
I'm considering leaving the rp over it and all as well; because I've only now realised just how deep this senseless hatred I have for this person goes; and how it could affect the rest of the rp...
To make it worse; the person's been none stop PMing me while I've tried all restraint I could not to say something really rude to tell her to stop bugging me and let me have some time to myself on this...
It's really horrible; and I hate it...
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Bad news aside; there's good news just to match ^_^
In a different RP; DT finally posted again! I'm really happy to see him RPing with me again; because it had been a while thanks to some IRL issues for him; getting back into rps I enjoy should help me I think :3
My shopping trip? ^^ Remember that?
-Angelic Layer DVD V4
-You're Under Arrest the Movie
-Escaflowne DVD V5
MANGA;
-Bleach V3
-Prince of Tennis V3
-Battle Vixens V4
Okie; I'm still to watch two of the DVDs; but Angelic Laye rocked ^^ Some very cool battles; including Blanche's hyper mode!! biggrin I'd always loved the way she looked from the manga X3 All evilish in hyper mode and all... and the new endings for the episodes are SO cute words can't describe!!! X3 Maybe not as good a song as 'The Starry Sky', but still a great hit and all
I especially liked the history of the Angelic Layer dolls; this whole addition to Shuuko's character about being wheelchair bound; and the development of the dolls towards prosthetics and all; her inability to face Misaki; it's gotten quite deep; and may have quite improved on the manga; but I still say they revealed she was Misaki's mom WAY too early XP
YESH; manga :3
Battle Vixens... umm; why I read a hentai-ish manga lol... I dunno; the title's false advertising; but I think Shimei just rocks X3 Severely so...
Bleach; should speak for itself; I just love the art style; and particularly love Ichigo's dad and Orihime :3
ESPECIALLY the Kurisaki family Tombstone Dominos Tournament; and Orihime's version of the 'Future Me' art assignment XD
GOD you have to read Bleach; I just think it's amazing; at first I was like; it's a rip of Shaman King; but I think it's WELL developed; and I'm glad I was wrong about it ^_^ Much like Hikaru No Go
I've been ordering commishes OVERTIME lol X3
And receiving them quite well as well! ^^
Haru got back to me with a final sketch; it's gone now; so I can't post it lol; but look forward to finally seeing the finished product! X3
I won a free art!! All because I constantly injure myself lol; apparantly it intrigued artist Krissim Klaw; who I'll soon commission myself X3
Pink bandage wrap; whoo! :3
Lia-Amari REALLY amazed me; negotiatable price; quality pencil crayon; AND all done WITHIN an hour!! biggrin I'm SO hiring her again tonight lol...
And um... a slightly more risque pic from an unnanounced lol... I WON'T be sharing it ::BIG blush::
I'm on a roll X3 And hopefully continuing it!!!
But oh yeah... remember my wish for magical Shoujo girl staff stuff?
Mebbe it's not as sparkly; but WHOO!!! ^^ I got my wish!!!!
Heh hehh X3 Yush; the first of many weapons to come; and not too bad if I say so meself...
RANDOM FRIEND QUOTE!!!
"Hello, my name is Puss in Boots, you killed my father, prepare to die." ~ Rip off of the Princess Brides,
Ashley Erin
Lol; funny story; my friend thought the line matched Puss in Boots perfectly; it was actually Inigo Montego or whosawhassis who first said the line X3
Ya learn something new every day!!!
Well; Semper Fi guys!!
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