a streak of light
i wonder...is it you or my imagination?
i reach my hand in delight
i find only frustation
fear.despair.hate
trust. hope. love
wich are the right words?
which fill me as i sob?
my hope is you
my depair is him
i love what i had
i hate that im lost
you'll stay with me
you promised right?
but...you're so bright
so full of life
why r u going away?
u said u'd stay
a warm trickle
am i crying?
so strange im not even trying
hu? you're holding my hand again
what r u rying to say?
you're staying with me
with who i am
i am glad you see
sometimes im not strong
and sometimes i cant hold on
thank you for being the one
who'll hold me when im gone
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Days of waiting, days long gone
I dunno of I can carry on
Your simple words just hurt me
Like a lightning spear thru me
You leave saying you love me, you watch me cry while saying you want the best for me.
Funny thing is that fo years i looked for the best till I found you, yet you couldnt see how much i loved you, you thought you werent enough and leave me with regret, yet you havent see how much you have hurt me yet.
A Man doesnt cry, a man must be strong, pfff, what a bunch of lies made by the ones whos heart is like stone.
I fill the sea with my few tears and make the sound of the wind with my cry between years. Yet a thought much more deeper hangs on me. Will you see your wrong and return ? or will time change my reason? or perhaps will I lament forever for this treason?
But because were not God to know what our path brings in the future I sit and wait for the answer, continuing my life normally but in sorrow and hope for a new tomorow.