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I don't know but lately I've been really mood changey. I don't like it because I snap alot and I cry alot. I almost melted down to day and I was on the phone with my boyfriend but his voice made me be able to recolect myself. *rubs eyes* I was like so close to crying once but I didn't and I'm really thankful to him. Also I haven't been saying I love you first to my boyfriend that much anymore and I feel really bad about it....*sniffle* I really do love him and I love him more than I could ever love anyone but......lately I've been so scared about losing him and from now on I'm going to say it so much that he remembers that I love him! I never ever want him to forget. *rubs eyes again* I really hope I never lose him.. *sigh* I never want him to be with anyone else because it'll kill me. *holds self*
Well I guess thats it...bye.