Well..what I mean is...
I think tonight would be my last night being alone...
She's back from Indo.
I just hope that she is exactly just the way she was...
I kinddo felt rejected and forgotten when she was in Indo, altho I dont know what her motive is.
She bought me some pressie for me tho, I am really happy about tat...
But most of the time on the phone...She was...cold...
As if...I (or my) point of calling her means nothing...
I really want to say I missed her so much...
But I froze everytime I want to say that...
Coz on the other hand, I really dont want to spoil her time with her family...and friends...
Doesnt matter...
I'm still crossing my finger til 2moro morning...
bye now...
finalst Community Member 
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