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So, we're having a bit of home-grown drama right now... Because I'm doing laundry, because I'm still out of clean clothes, and I don't truely want to go see some piss poor reenactment in McDonough... >_o;

"Why don't you want to get out and be with the family? Why do you put so much extra effort into seeing your friends, but not your family?"

... I hate trick questions...

I see family everyday, all day, through bad and worse. Friends, all live out of state, and I don't get to see them but for a couple of days every couple of months... confused

They're sabatoging my thoughts of quitting by telling me I smoke to much... That just makes me want to smoke more. >_o They all attempt to thwart everything I try to improve about myself. >_< Quitting smoking, losing weight, getting out and about and meeting people...

My family just sucks. ._. My reason of angst and bad moods. I just need to get a job, earn enough for a couple of things (like first two months rent and utilities and such) then setinstone a roommate and get the hell out of here. >_.;