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I'm in love and I don't even want to be!!!
I'm in love with my friend!! I can't stop thinking about him. I thought I got over my crush of him for three years but apparently not. It's annoying though.. he went from total class geek to Mr. Hotshot and he might be way popular next year at school.. I'll be barely noticeable, he'll have tons of girls asking him to dances while I'm at home on gaia... I'm not HIDEOUS... well maybe I am but I don't think I'll be that big of a loser. My friends are the best anyone can have, and I'm not just saying that!! We share all of our problems and get through them together, of course we have our moments but we pester each other until we can talk about them and get over it. But Mike.... Liking him isn't just those crushes people get over so easy. I am actually IN LOVE with him, it's not raging hormones but knowing I could see myself growing old with him. I'm surprised I have this feeling at the young age I'm at, its not common for people my age to experience it. Mike hasn't.. I wish he could feel the same about me. But I'm going to try not to think about it and just live my life young while I still can!!
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