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Alas, I knew this time would come. It has before, and I imagine it will again.. You all know that I haven't been on recently. For this there is no reasonable explanation. I will not try to offer one for I fail at that anyway. After all. My heads hurting just from typing this. D: . Sorry for all of you who I have befriended, and let down by slowly ceasing to get on. I wish no harm, and I feel bad for doing this. But, I have been focused on a lot of different things. I still care about all of you, and long to talk to you. But other things are interfering. Not to say you people aren't important. [You all really are. Some more then others but you know how that goes. You all know where you stand with me.] However, I fear. I may cease to get on. [I've been off recently only getting on to check messages though, there was no notice. I'm sorry for this, and decided to let you people in on it.] I will still struggle to get on from time to time, until at last, I once more become an addict to this lovely site called gaia. Though, it hurts me to see our once flourishing population of cool people fade into existence many of my close friends, or people I cared for have quit recently. For a few common reasons.

I'm sure you all know what I am talking about. 'hackers', 'scammers', 'cheaters', so on and so forth. You should get the drift. [I mean that metaphorically, for some of you special people out there. ;o] In my own mind, there is no excuse for these people, who flourish because of our downfall, our pain. Many are probably thinking "What is this guy ranting about. PAIN? Its a damn game." Yes, you people are right. It is a game. But like any game it takes time to get somewhere. And unlike other games, this isn't really a game. Its an online community.

There I go again. Ranting on about pointless stuff. Oh well. I'm sorry if I have hurt anyone, I didn't mean to. I hope to talk tto you all soon. And hope you 'had' some happy holidays. [Yes. I am late. Its not my fault. >.<] This is my first journal entry. This may be my last. I hope it doesn't come to that though. As a test, I will be checking how many replies to this I get. Just to see if anyone really does care. Or if I am simply forgotten. I hope you all have a good life if I don't talk to you again.


~Kenji