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I want to cry out my saddness, i want to scream my frustration, i want to laugh in the faces of those who believe in the "oh opps i killed someone i guess ill just go to church" and say to them "theres no hope or help for u ur goin' to hell no matter what." i want to giggle at some stupid little joke i guy made that wasnt even funny. i want to chuckle at little kids or people who do something stupid. i want to stab myself or/and those who have pissed me off or deserve it. i want to shoot a gun i want to blow something up i want to make love with the one person i will marry i want to get honor roll in school i want to get wasted i want to get stoned i want to luagh with my friends for the rest of my life i want to cliff dive i want to sky dive i want to kiss the pope, i want to cry tears of joy when i succed whatever it is i want to succed,i want to kno what it feels like to die i want to kno what heaven and hell look like and i want to slap all those fakers and none believers, i want to say more and believe more and kno more and learn more, but thats just it its what we or i want but its not what we or im going to get. now is it?