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1. Don't take me seriously on a thread on Gaia, or in general, when it's a negative or out there occasion.

I've claimed to be a man within the last couple of days.

2. Don't talk to me about politics.

My views are more than likely far away from yours.

3. Don't talk to me about the war in Iraq.

I have friends that are still over there.

4. Don't talk to me about the turmoil in the Middle East.

I have family that lives there.

5. Don't talk to me about how bad today in London was and now that 37 strangers are dead, we should spring to action.

6 of my good friends died on a choir trip to New York four years ago.


I had a conversation earlier which violated four out of five of those no-nos.


I feel exceedingly pessimistic today. About life. About the future. About, well, everything. Everything is stupid, everything means nothing.

I might just get drunk tonite. I've been shying away from it, for various reasons, and cutting down on smoking, but ********, it's just one of those days...


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It's 12:30 and nothing. -_- I've been cleaning. And all though it would make it more interesting, being shammied and washing the dishes don't seem to mix.

My sister's birthday is tomorrow. In the morning, I'm going to go get decorations for her party on Saturday. She'll be 17, the little b***h. heart

After I get the decorations, I'm going for job search number 3. Going deeper into Golf Cart Hell (aka, Peachtree City), GCH jr (Tyrone), Union City, and every place that said they weren't hiring a month ago, and the few places I might have missed before.

Merg. Someone give me a diazepam.

Or a shovel. To the face.

Plz?