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hello its me again. well i am going to have to say that i am the luckiest guy in the whole wide world lol. cause im in love, with the greatest girl in the world. she is so great, and beautiful, and she actually loves me back lol, although i know i love her more hah! last week i was invited to go to her moms to help her paint a room and it was really fun, then after that we watched some movies and caught up on some old times we missed. but when it came time to go i could barely bring myself to get in my car lol, and i dont think she wanted to let me go either, i could have just stayed there forever holding her in my arms. lol and i couldnt stop kissing her, we must have kissed like 18 times lol or more it was so awesome. theres only one thing that sucks, and that is we cant let her dad know about us or he would kill both of us, burn us, put our ashes in jars, and then probably shoot the jars lol. god he is such an a*****e to her scream ... i cant believe he cant see how great his daughter is and he just controls her life except when shes at her moms, oh her mom is so kool lol shes funny and she lets me come over and take her out, but her dad oh i just wish i could save her from him or make him realize how incredible she is... and im sad cry cause i wont be able to see her for quite a while, im going to florida for like two weeks, and then like right after i get back i think, she is going on a cruise for a week plus the whole time before this she is staying at her dads so. i dont know, but i will find a way to see her before i go lol i have to. well im gonna go for now i guess, if shes reading this just know i love u "fiddle" lol and im thinking of u always heart