My head is spinning and my heart is sinking. I feel like sometimes, to some people I am only their when I am convenient for them. If I am not at that moment, I am ignored and left alone. Then when I need them they are always too busy or doing something more important. Why is it like this? Maybe I should go back to what I am use to and be by myself for a while, then maybe when I am gone those people will relize I am here too. I am tired of giving everything up for everyone, doing things I don't want to for them and being there when maybe I shouldn't. If they spend sometime alone and others using them for their convience maybe they will see how I really feel. At least at that point I won't have to pretend to be alright anymore.
 Vampire_kisses_goddess · Mon Jan 21, 2008 @ 05:39pm · 1 Comments |
