There are no stupid questions, but there are a lot of inquisitive idiots.
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Throw it away,
Forget yesterday,
We'll make the great escape.
This disaster we call
[Alyssa Eleanor LaDaquer]
But call me
[Aly, Elle, Ellie]
Age means nothing
[First September 1991 = sixteen and counting baby!]
Flesh and blood
[Daughter of Eve - Heterosexual]
It's just how I roll
[Well, people say I am secretive and mysterious, but I don't believe them. I mean, it's true that I do tend to keep my real feelings to myself, but I wouldn't say I am all that mysterious. Not really. I have been told I'm dangerous, too. Now that I do believe. I have a tiny, little problem that's called anger management. Yeah, I am pretty bad at it. If someone offends me deeply I tend to go flying at them, fists first. If someone offends someone I love, I tend to go flying at them fists, knees and anytihng else that is lying around first. So try not to offend, m'kay? But aside from my little anger problem, I'm actually pretty normal. I mean, apart from the fact that I am ridiculously clumsy - I find it pretty much impossible to walk over a flat surface without falling over or tripping up - I am pretty normal. I can be sarcastic and cynical at times, but mostly I'm just a little crazy and rather witty, if I do say so myself. But here is a little tip - if I seem to be really polite, it's probably because I don't like you. I tease people if I like them, see. I'd also say I'm fairly intelligent. I mean, I do well in school. I'm really creative, too. I'm in my element surrounded by pads and pens, or instruments. But sometimes, I let my mind get carried away and it tends to run away with me. Very far away. I'm a daydreamer, basically. My imagination is vivid and bright, and I love to lose myself in it. I can be very wild and like to sing in public places. I like to stand out; I could never follow the crowd. I am pretty much senselessly brave, and I am an act-first-think-later kind of girl. I am pretty unpredictable, but not in a bad way. Well, I can be, but like I said, if you don't get on my bad side, we'll get along fine. I love to travel and try new things - I am the risk taker. I can often be found on my own, just doing my own thing. Overall I'd say I'm a pretty kooky girlie, but don't get on my bad side. It's not pretty.]
It's a little fuzzy, but I'll tell you what I know
[Well. I mean, where do I start? I guess I'll start at the beginning. That seems intelligent.
I've no always lived in London - I moved here from Nottingham, famous for being the home of Robin Hood and, erms, not much else. But my best friend moved here with me - he is awesome - so it wasn't so bad. We are rarely apart and we are super close. But recently...well, nevermind about all that. I've met some new friends and they rock. I love them to pieces and I don't know what I would do without them. They keep me going and it's good to know that I've always got someone to turn to. I've got an older sister, Coral, and she's at university, studying fashion design. She's really good at it. Well, most of the stuff she shows me isn't really my kind of thing, but it's good. My parents are still together, and I love them. They've always supported me in whatever I've done, and as long as I am happy, they are happy. My dad is a little controlling, and really protective of me and Coral, but I knew he means well. He's never stopped us doing anything unless it's really stupid. They're great.
But I've never told my friends or family that sometimes I get depressed. I draw into myself when I am depressed and go all quiet. I only do it when I am alone - or with my pets - so no-one even knows. I think about...well, it doesn't matter what I think about. It just makes me really sad to think about it, and I don't want anyone to see my like that. My friends put up with enough crap from me as it is, and they don't need me being depressed to deal with too. So I keep it to myself, and to my friends and family I am always my normal, kooky self.
I like London a lot. It's pretty awesome. There are such great shops and interesting places and people. I love to travel and meet new people and see new things. I guess you could call me a risk taker - I love adrenaline rushes. I am possibly the least fussy eater ever, and I love to do things like learn new languages. I can speak English, French, Italian, Spanish and a little German. I love it, and it makes me different and unique. I've travelled, like, everywhere! All over Europe, America and Australia. I live to travel. I guess you could say I have my own style and I wear what I like and don't care what people think. Yeah, that's me. Interesting, huh? Finally, I guess I should tell you about my pets. There is Destiny, my calico kitten. She's young and silly and I could play with her for hours - she is so much fun. Charlie, my orange corn snake. He's rather grumpy and he is indignant a lot of the time, but I love him so much it's stupid. He came with me from Nottingham. And then there is Bella and Kimi, a shut-up-and-live-with-it present when we moved here. They are sisters and are close as me a Coral.
I love experimental make-up, and I often wear bright mascara or eyeliner.
I never regret anything. The way I see it, if it once made me smile, there is no need to regret it.
I am a music whore. I listen to all types of music except rap. I hate rap.
I tend to quote people a lot. If I see a quote or whatever that I like, I commit it to memory and repeat it at random times.
I love to lie of freshly cut grass and let my imagination run away with me, because it is so vivid and wild.
I love concerts - especially standing ones. I went to Glastonbury last year and it was awesome.
I always sing in the shower - and I've been told I've got a good singing voice.
I can play guitar - but pretty badly. I can also play piano really well.
I can ballroom dance - like the waltz and the foxtrot. The jive is the only Latin dance I know. I had lessons when I was little and fell in love with it.
I don't think I could live without my friends - particularly my best friend (boy six). They all keep me going, but without him I don't think I'd make it to seventeen.]
If I could I'd change
[My height - being tall has it's downfalls and I'd like to be a little shorter - and my short temper.]
I'll never change
[My eyes and my hair - they are both so awesome.]
I think I'm in heaven
[+]My friends.
[+]Lollypops.
[+]Music.
[+]My imagination.
[+]Chocolate.
[+]Sunsets
[+]Snow, rain, hail...anything cold.
[+]Freshly cut grass.
[+]Twilight
[+]The ocean.
[+]Waterfalls.
[+]Travelling.
[+]Hello Kitty.
[+]My music.
[+]Cold mornings.
[+]Flowers.
[+]Butterflies.
[+]Bright colours.
[+]New things.
[+]Taking risks.
[+]Animals.
[+]My camera - I am such a camera whore, I really am.
[+]Writing.
[+]Singing.
[+]Dancing.
My idea of hell
[-]Arrogance.
[-]High maintenance girls.
[-]Ignorance.
[-]Wine.
[-]Liars.
[-]Posers.
[-]Needles.
[-]Snails - it's the sound you make when you step on them...
[-]Bland food.
[-]Spiders.
[-]People hurting my friends.
[-]Feeling trapped.
[-]Controlling people.
[-]Male doctors.
[-]People assuming I am stupid because I am blonde.
[-]Rap music.
[-]Tomatoes.
[-]Snobs.
Shh, my darkest secret
[I am a virgin and I've never had a boyfriend - so therefore I have never been kissed. I also have an intense fear of male doctors. I think they are going to rape me or something. Don't ask my why. No-one but my immediate family and my best friend Donovan knows this, because they would be with me at the hospital and so could tell them.]
Don't call me a baby
[Male doctors; losing my friends; being buried alive.]
Ear sex
[Boys Like Girls - The Great Escape.]
It's you I love
[Boy six. Yeah, I have a crush on my best friend, and yes, I know how cliched that it. I also know it's even more cliched that I think I am falling for him. So just don't bother, m'kay?]
