Amber||Rose||McMilan
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Those losers I call my friends call me
Ember, Amber-ella, and Rose.
T'is just a number
Ocotber fifteenth, 1992
Flesh and blood
I'm pretty sure I'm a girl, and last time I checked guys made my heart melt.
It's just how I roll
My personality right? Well, I guess I'm a nice person, I don't yell at anyone and I try to help out with anything I can. Like for instance the other day I pulled a girl scout move on an old lady trying to cross the street. I'm a goody-two-shoes. This is widely known. I like to say I'm a sweetheart instead, that way it doesn't sound so bad. I'm very calm and collected about half of everything, and I love to give my opinion on things. My friends call it advice, but I just state what I think and they go with it. I'm a straight-foward person, and I rarely lie about anything. Just ask Tarra or even Elizabeth. Either way you go about it, I'm just a plain old person on the inside, but on the out I'm a princess. I like to think of it as my own fairytale. Oh! I love fairytales to death, in fact if you ever want to see me happier it's when I'm reading the Grimm Brothers or Disney books. They give me something to look-up for and wish I didn't have to attend the school I do attend.
I'm not very bright when it comes to school. I'm a nineth grader this year and things just get so hectic. The only thing I'm really good at is English, but that's only because my mother cracks me over the head if I don't get an A in it. She says that a proper girl should be fluent in her own language. I'm also learning French, Russian, Japanese, and Portugese. My mother has me up the wall with tutors, but only for language and nothing else. Math is definatly my weak point, I hate math and especially fractions and slope. It makes my head spin so violently. I'm a strong girl when it comes to health and sports, my father is the fun person in the family. He likes to try and make me like a guy, but it doesn't get past my mother. My father was always the fun one, sliding on the banister, taking me horseback riding, once he threw me into a lake and we swam until our fingers and feet got all pruny! I'm a big daddy's girl as you can tell, but what girl isn't?
My mother usually has help around our manor, but I don't encourage it. In fact besides my father, they like me the best. I spend most of my time helping them with stuff, like food or cleaning. Sometimes I get something for helping. Usually though I do it because the maids and man-servants are so much fun. One, Allen Crosbee, was once a lawer's son. He taught me all the fine points of making an argument and bluffing with the best. He was my favorite until he got another job offer in a bigger town. I miss him. Oh, but I strayed from the subject. I'm very forgetful like that. You know, I'm just so clumsy and forgetful. My mother thinks I'm such a weird princess and says I'll never find a husband if I keep this up. My father however says I'd make the perfect wife. I always wondered how my parents met.. But that's another fairytale for another day, right?
It's a little fuzzy
Well, my name is Amber McMilan. I'm Fifteen years old and I'm the daughter of Samantha and Benjamen McMilan. I was born on October fifteenth and well, yeah you already know my age don't you? Me and my weird mind. You could refrain from calling me Amber though, right? Call me Ember or Amber-ella, or Rose. I like Rose, it's my middle name and I got it from my Granny Rose. I'm an only child and I started school when I was five years old. Let me stop with all the weird reading off the list. I'm going to give you the real me, the me that people like. I'm a fairy tale lover, and it started with my dad reading the Grimm fairytales to me. Of course those are really gothic stories, but they fascinated me. I also watched a lot of the princesses, the Disney movie princesses. I always wanted to be like Ariel, but I don't have a tail. I did watch other television shows, but my highstrung mother only let me watch TV for like an hour. I spent a lot of time reading my fairytales and making my own. This was normal little kid behavior right? Yeah, only I still do it. Seven at heart baby. I got my braces taken off about a month ago, and I think I look a little better, but there is always a lot prettier girls out there. I know I'm pretty, but there are better looking girls out there. I grew up a semi-happy child. My mother was always hovering over me though, telling me to do better when I'd done my hardest. So despite my love for fairytales, I'm really very grow-up about a lot of things now. When I'm around people, I tend to hide my love of the myths, but when I'm alone you can see the seven year old in me. My mother pounded common sense and stability into my form, molding me into her perfect daughter, but my father helped break the concrete. Ben, as he let me call him, was very childish. He was often the one who got me in trouble, but he was the best father and friend I ever had. He taught me to be gentle and kind at heart. He also taught me how to be simple and to listen to others. He taught me most of my morals, and even taught me how to say the truth without saying the truth. Very sneaky.
Being a McMilan means a lot of family events. Usually huge dinners with the entire family at our house. My grandparents on my mother's side are really high classed, they meet her expectaitons. My father's side passed away two years ago, so it's really on my mother's side now. I'm afraid of my grandfather, he is the scariest man alive. He was in the army for several years, about fifty, and he brings it home with him. I get yelled at everytime he's home, but it's ok cause my dad usually saves me. My mother married into money, my grandfather had an arranged marriage deal with my dad's parents. My father said he would never put me through what he went through, so he's fightng my mother about setting me up with some rich stranger. Parents are crazy, ya' know? My father is the one who got me Jinxy. Jinxy is my Siamese kitten. She's blind, but adorable. Jinxy has two crystal blue eyes and tan fur. Her paws, ears and half her tall are all chocolate brown. She is about, oh say, as big as my palm. Jinxy and I have had a lot of fun together, sneaking about the house and reading in the library. I remember one time, that in our library, Ben thought I should have a sleep over. Since my mom deplores the outside, my father set up tent in our library and I had all my friends from school over to sleep under books instead of stars! It was a lot of fun. Back to Jinxy. She is only a few months old, maybe not even that. My father just got her for me, so I have to keep her with me almost all the time. He rescued her from a family who was going to put her down because of her disability, but my father took it before they could. He's such a nice guy.
School is ok, again I'm not too bright when it comes down to it though. I spend a lot of my time with my friends and just hanging out. I have a tutor at school, she is helping me in math. A lot of the people come to me when they need help, mostly because I'm the only one who will listen. Not to sound mean, but our councellor isn't cut out for her job. She dumber than I am at times. So I spend a lot of my time giving advice and listening to problems. I tend to mesh with everyone there and I have to admit I think I have a lot of friends and I know everyone in the school already. I'm only fifteen and I know the entire school, isn't that odd? Speaking of odd, my favorite teacher is the chemistry teacher, she is a riot! I like funny people, and really she fits that bill tightly. Other wise school is pretty boring, it's the same stuff everyday only different problems to solve. I have yet to come into contact with my own batch of highschool drama, but I'm not saying it won't happen. I'm hoping it happens soon though, because I don't know if I can handle it.
1. I have a birthmark on my right shoulder.
2. I have fairy wings tattooed on my back, because I decieded to rebel in my own way.
3. Oh, I also have a heart on my lower back. It's really small, it was my first one.
4. My parents were forcefully married. My mother doesn't even like my father.
5. I love to write poems and storys. My own fairytales.
6. I like to bowl. As plain as it sounds, the sport makes me laugh.
7. I am a tennis freak. I love the sport more than any other I have palyed.
8. I'm not a mean person, but I will stand up for something I think is wrong.
9. I love pancakes.
10. I've had a friend with cancer before. She may rest in peice now.
11. I like to think of myself as Ella Enchanted, only not so obedient.
12. I'm short, like 5'4".
13. Slugs make me giggle.
14. I'm allergic to dogs.
15. My first word was spork.
If I could change
My eyes, my legs and my back.
Plastic surgery isn't an option
My waist, my arms, and my thighs.
My heaven on Earth
|♥|Jynxy is my bestest best friend ever! She keeps me from doing anything horrible. Plus if something happened to me, who'd be her seeing eye human?
|♥|My Father, Ben, he is the best dad I could ever have.
|♥|Any type of cool sport, cool as in I've never played it before.
|♥|GUYS! I can't get enough of them, I'm too shy to talk to one, but I can't stop day-dreaming!
|♥|Day-dreaming, not only for the guys. I love to day-dream.
|♥|Smiles. I can't go a day without making someone smile. It just makes me sad to see other's sad.
|♥|Rain. It's so soothing.
|♥|The Grimm brothers' book. I have two copies. An original one with gothic font and everything under my bed at home and one I carry with me that's just a paper back.
|♥|Sweets of any kind. I can't get enough sugar, and I almost never do.
|♥|Food, I eat like a hauss. I never get big though.
|♥|The ability to help, I love that ability. It makes me me.
My idea of hell
|X|Smoking. My mother smokes weird cigarettes. She reminds me of Cruella.
|X|My mother. She is extremely old fashioned and almost didn't send me to school!
|X|My grandfather. He frightens me and makes me feel wrong.
|X|Rude interuptions or people. They are annoying and shouldn't really be tolerated. I tolerate though because I can't really bear to be mean to anyone.
|X|I'm afraid of doctors. They are creepy people.
|X|Popping baloons. The sound scares me.
|X|Jerks, I can't really stand them.
|X|Pickles and mustard. I hate them so.
|X|Icing, it's gross.
|X|Cotton candy too.
Shh, my very darkest secrets
Don't tell anyone, but I have three tattoos [two wings and a heart], I used to throw up after eating... BUT I STOPPED, and my mum actually made me get breast implants because she thought I needed to look more attractive.
I'm not a baby
Clowns, I hate those faces they have.
Spiders because they are all creepy crawly and gross.
Cows, becuase I think they are nasty creatures.
Public restrooms because well they are grosser than cows.
Lastly my grandfather Siegel. He's a very scary delussional old man.
Ear sex
I've always had a bit of innocence in me.
I think it's love
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LiTTL3 BiTTi3 H34RTTHR0B3
|&|EmO-BuNNi3|&|
Those losers I call my friends call me
Ember, Amber-ella, and Rose.
T'is just a number
Ocotber fifteenth, 1992
Flesh and blood
I'm pretty sure I'm a girl, and last time I checked guys made my heart melt.
It's just how I roll
My personality right? Well, I guess I'm a nice person, I don't yell at anyone and I try to help out with anything I can. Like for instance the other day I pulled a girl scout move on an old lady trying to cross the street. I'm a goody-two-shoes. This is widely known. I like to say I'm a sweetheart instead, that way it doesn't sound so bad. I'm very calm and collected about half of everything, and I love to give my opinion on things. My friends call it advice, but I just state what I think and they go with it. I'm a straight-foward person, and I rarely lie about anything. Just ask Tarra or even Elizabeth. Either way you go about it, I'm just a plain old person on the inside, but on the out I'm a princess. I like to think of it as my own fairytale. Oh! I love fairytales to death, in fact if you ever want to see me happier it's when I'm reading the Grimm Brothers or Disney books. They give me something to look-up for and wish I didn't have to attend the school I do attend.
I'm not very bright when it comes to school. I'm a nineth grader this year and things just get so hectic. The only thing I'm really good at is English, but that's only because my mother cracks me over the head if I don't get an A in it. She says that a proper girl should be fluent in her own language. I'm also learning French, Russian, Japanese, and Portugese. My mother has me up the wall with tutors, but only for language and nothing else. Math is definatly my weak point, I hate math and especially fractions and slope. It makes my head spin so violently. I'm a strong girl when it comes to health and sports, my father is the fun person in the family. He likes to try and make me like a guy, but it doesn't get past my mother. My father was always the fun one, sliding on the banister, taking me horseback riding, once he threw me into a lake and we swam until our fingers and feet got all pruny! I'm a big daddy's girl as you can tell, but what girl isn't?
My mother usually has help around our manor, but I don't encourage it. In fact besides my father, they like me the best. I spend most of my time helping them with stuff, like food or cleaning. Sometimes I get something for helping. Usually though I do it because the maids and man-servants are so much fun. One, Allen Crosbee, was once a lawer's son. He taught me all the fine points of making an argument and bluffing with the best. He was my favorite until he got another job offer in a bigger town. I miss him. Oh, but I strayed from the subject. I'm very forgetful like that. You know, I'm just so clumsy and forgetful. My mother thinks I'm such a weird princess and says I'll never find a husband if I keep this up. My father however says I'd make the perfect wife. I always wondered how my parents met.. But that's another fairytale for another day, right?
It's a little fuzzy
Well, my name is Amber McMilan. I'm Fifteen years old and I'm the daughter of Samantha and Benjamen McMilan. I was born on October fifteenth and well, yeah you already know my age don't you? Me and my weird mind. You could refrain from calling me Amber though, right? Call me Ember or Amber-ella, or Rose. I like Rose, it's my middle name and I got it from my Granny Rose. I'm an only child and I started school when I was five years old. Let me stop with all the weird reading off the list. I'm going to give you the real me, the me that people like. I'm a fairy tale lover, and it started with my dad reading the Grimm fairytales to me. Of course those are really gothic stories, but they fascinated me. I also watched a lot of the princesses, the Disney movie princesses. I always wanted to be like Ariel, but I don't have a tail. I did watch other television shows, but my highstrung mother only let me watch TV for like an hour. I spent a lot of time reading my fairytales and making my own. This was normal little kid behavior right? Yeah, only I still do it. Seven at heart baby. I got my braces taken off about a month ago, and I think I look a little better, but there is always a lot prettier girls out there. I know I'm pretty, but there are better looking girls out there. I grew up a semi-happy child. My mother was always hovering over me though, telling me to do better when I'd done my hardest. So despite my love for fairytales, I'm really very grow-up about a lot of things now. When I'm around people, I tend to hide my love of the myths, but when I'm alone you can see the seven year old in me. My mother pounded common sense and stability into my form, molding me into her perfect daughter, but my father helped break the concrete. Ben, as he let me call him, was very childish. He was often the one who got me in trouble, but he was the best father and friend I ever had. He taught me to be gentle and kind at heart. He also taught me how to be simple and to listen to others. He taught me most of my morals, and even taught me how to say the truth without saying the truth. Very sneaky.
Being a McMilan means a lot of family events. Usually huge dinners with the entire family at our house. My grandparents on my mother's side are really high classed, they meet her expectaitons. My father's side passed away two years ago, so it's really on my mother's side now. I'm afraid of my grandfather, he is the scariest man alive. He was in the army for several years, about fifty, and he brings it home with him. I get yelled at everytime he's home, but it's ok cause my dad usually saves me. My mother married into money, my grandfather had an arranged marriage deal with my dad's parents. My father said he would never put me through what he went through, so he's fightng my mother about setting me up with some rich stranger. Parents are crazy, ya' know? My father is the one who got me Jinxy. Jinxy is my Siamese kitten. She's blind, but adorable. Jinxy has two crystal blue eyes and tan fur. Her paws, ears and half her tall are all chocolate brown. She is about, oh say, as big as my palm. Jinxy and I have had a lot of fun together, sneaking about the house and reading in the library. I remember one time, that in our library, Ben thought I should have a sleep over. Since my mom deplores the outside, my father set up tent in our library and I had all my friends from school over to sleep under books instead of stars! It was a lot of fun. Back to Jinxy. She is only a few months old, maybe not even that. My father just got her for me, so I have to keep her with me almost all the time. He rescued her from a family who was going to put her down because of her disability, but my father took it before they could. He's such a nice guy.
School is ok, again I'm not too bright when it comes down to it though. I spend a lot of my time with my friends and just hanging out. I have a tutor at school, she is helping me in math. A lot of the people come to me when they need help, mostly because I'm the only one who will listen. Not to sound mean, but our councellor isn't cut out for her job. She dumber than I am at times. So I spend a lot of my time giving advice and listening to problems. I tend to mesh with everyone there and I have to admit I think I have a lot of friends and I know everyone in the school already. I'm only fifteen and I know the entire school, isn't that odd? Speaking of odd, my favorite teacher is the chemistry teacher, she is a riot! I like funny people, and really she fits that bill tightly. Other wise school is pretty boring, it's the same stuff everyday only different problems to solve. I have yet to come into contact with my own batch of highschool drama, but I'm not saying it won't happen. I'm hoping it happens soon though, because I don't know if I can handle it.
1. I have a birthmark on my right shoulder.
2. I have fairy wings tattooed on my back, because I decieded to rebel in my own way.
3. Oh, I also have a heart on my lower back. It's really small, it was my first one.
4. My parents were forcefully married. My mother doesn't even like my father.
5. I love to write poems and storys. My own fairytales.
6. I like to bowl. As plain as it sounds, the sport makes me laugh.
7. I am a tennis freak. I love the sport more than any other I have palyed.
8. I'm not a mean person, but I will stand up for something I think is wrong.
9. I love pancakes.
10. I've had a friend with cancer before. She may rest in peice now.
11. I like to think of myself as Ella Enchanted, only not so obedient.
12. I'm short, like 5'4".
13. Slugs make me giggle.
14. I'm allergic to dogs.
15. My first word was spork.
If I could change
My eyes, my legs and my back.
Plastic surgery isn't an option
My waist, my arms, and my thighs.
My heaven on Earth
|♥|Jynxy is my bestest best friend ever! She keeps me from doing anything horrible. Plus if something happened to me, who'd be her seeing eye human?
|♥|My Father, Ben, he is the best dad I could ever have.
|♥|Any type of cool sport, cool as in I've never played it before.
|♥|GUYS! I can't get enough of them, I'm too shy to talk to one, but I can't stop day-dreaming!
|♥|Day-dreaming, not only for the guys. I love to day-dream.
|♥|Smiles. I can't go a day without making someone smile. It just makes me sad to see other's sad.
|♥|Rain. It's so soothing.
|♥|The Grimm brothers' book. I have two copies. An original one with gothic font and everything under my bed at home and one I carry with me that's just a paper back.
|♥|Sweets of any kind. I can't get enough sugar, and I almost never do.
|♥|Food, I eat like a hauss. I never get big though.
|♥|The ability to help, I love that ability. It makes me me.
My idea of hell
|X|Smoking. My mother smokes weird cigarettes. She reminds me of Cruella.
|X|My mother. She is extremely old fashioned and almost didn't send me to school!
|X|My grandfather. He frightens me and makes me feel wrong.
|X|Rude interuptions or people. They are annoying and shouldn't really be tolerated. I tolerate though because I can't really bear to be mean to anyone.
|X|I'm afraid of doctors. They are creepy people.
|X|Popping baloons. The sound scares me.
|X|Jerks, I can't really stand them.
|X|Pickles and mustard. I hate them so.
|X|Icing, it's gross.
|X|Cotton candy too.
Shh, my very darkest secrets
Don't tell anyone, but I have three tattoos [two wings and a heart], I used to throw up after eating... BUT I STOPPED, and my mum actually made me get breast implants because she thought I needed to look more attractive.
I'm not a baby
Clowns, I hate those faces they have.
Spiders because they are all creepy crawly and gross.
Cows, becuase I think they are nasty creatures.
Public restrooms because well they are grosser than cows.
Lastly my grandfather Siegel. He's a very scary delussional old man.
Ear sex
I've always had a bit of innocence in me.
I think it's love
N/A
