hmm... haven't written in here for a long time. i want this entry to be private, but what the heck. anywhoozers. today they called down students to go on the field trip to american. i'm still pretty unsure as to what high school to go to. i mean, i wanted to attend goleman, but almost everyone's going there, i don't want to be with them. high school's supposed to be the real beginning to life. if i can't overcome that obstacle i don't think i'll be much when i grow up. i need to become independent, but still be dependent in a way. i'm hurt.. on the inside. i don't know. not sure. that's life, it never comes with a manual. i'm not like everyone else. i can't learn to depend on friends as much, of course i can tell them stuffs, but sometimes i have to think about what i have to say before blurting it out. it's hard living like that, it's insane. that's what it is. what's the meaning of a friend? why is the comcept of understanding so hard? what am i talking about, i'm still young i still have some fair enough time next year. i'll apply to every school and see what happens, even if the schools are stoopid and sucky, i'll try. you never know. like they say opposites attract.
i don't think i think for myself. anywho, time to watch bring it on:in it to win it. never mind, it's all or nothing. i think that's somewhat what it's called. =0
this movie's good anyways, so i'm off for now. maybe i'll more.
i don't think i think for myself. anywho, time to watch bring it on:in it to win it. never mind, it's all or nothing. i think that's somewhat what it's called. =0
this movie's good anyways, so i'm off for now. maybe i'll more.
