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(Okay, just so you guys know I'm not depressed, I wrote this when I was mad...)

This World Around Me

Pain isn’t new,
I hide it all inside,

So this world will never see,
The saddness in my eyes.

I have to be strong,
I don’t want to show my other side.

I’ve done so many wrongs,
But many how many wrongs have people done to me?

And this world around me-
Doesn’t seems to care.

My tear stained face,
With my blood shot eyes,
I’ve been crying lately,
How many people wonder why?

Pain has never been new,
I need to let it out.

My world will soon fall apart,
Tears welling in my eyes.

I feel like I can’t be strong,
Everything is goning wrong,

And this world around me,
I don’t think will ever care.

My tear streaked face,
With my blood red eyes,
I am crying loudly,
How many people just pass by?

Pain is something now that,
I’m quite used to.

The people that-
I felt like I once knew...

They all seemed to-
Become something completly new.

And this world around me,
Will never really care.

My softened face,
With my glassy eyes,
I’m singing softly-
While thinking:
How many people will understand before the die?