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MY OWN SECRETS....
That beautiful dream...
"Words can't describe how it made me feel..it was beautiful and nothing I've ever felt in my whole damn life. with all honesty, I wanted to cry when the realization of it not being real hit after a few seconds when I woke up. the setting was odd in yet at the same time perfect. It was about me meeting my lover for the first time face to face. I'll start from the beginning from start to end."

The start.

"how it started off was that I was at some relatives house. one that I've never seen before and of course, we were moving in. one day I got a phone call and lo-behind of all people it was him. wei. he was ranting about something on how it was my fault that he and Amanda were no longer together. saying that I was a third person in a plot that took place and succeeded. calling me a thief and stuff. of course I rolled my eyes and hung up. the next thing I knew it felt like someone was watching me. and since wei is some kind of ninja fan he tried to pull those tricks on me by spying. but of course, it didn't work. his third attempt he challenged me. to a fight for Amanda. I excepted and this is when I figured out that this dream can't be real. this is were the reality was bent a little an altered. the walls were tiles, like shower wall tiles that had these torches with hooked pips in them. I don't know were it came from but it sure as hell reminded me of the prince of Persia the two thrones. I had the chain, ran across the wall and swung it so that I could keep going with out falling while wei chased me. everything happened fast after that. I don't know how but I won. that was the first part of my dream."


The middle.

"In the middle I was in the big building, like those huge resorts you see. something about it felt kinda Disneyish but at the same time it didn't. all was sort of gothic style but at the same time cheery. probably from the tourist and their families. well, as I walked down the main lobby corridor two familiar voices were close by. heading to the stairs. One was a man, another a girl. And the girl was the one that caught my attention the most. curiousness struck me like a tone of bricks and so, I had to go see.."


The Ending.

I kept getting closer to the stairs. my heart beating a bit in my chest till I finally went around that corner. The man had his back turned so I couldn't see him. he had a wife and three daughters with him however, the girl that was speakings voice was more then familiar. my heart thudded, my stomach felt odd as the magic moment neared. slowly she turned around and we gazed at one another. not saying a word but just looking into eachother's eyes as I stood at the bottom of the stairs and she in the middle with one foot on a high step and another at a lower. time seemed to have frozen at that moment. slowly we both smiled and what I assumed was her father (since I did recognize the voice) with his wife and other two daughters were gone. it was only the two of us looking at one another. slowly at first she descended the stairs but then her pace quickened when she reached the bottom and flung her arms around my neck. My own arms went around her waist and we held each other like that with what seemed like forever. It was pure bliss if only I could show you how the look on our faces were. its hard to describe but it was somewhere between crying and not crying. then we had our first kiss with one another. she closing her eyes while her face drew near and mine doing the same till our lips met with one another. I could have sworn music played in the background. Not like that cheesy romantic kind but one that was from final fantasy 8, the eyes on me song. that played the moment we laid eyes on one another when I turned the corner and she turned around. we spent the whole time together, just the two of us. holding my hand she led me up the stairs on the other side (since it was one of those split double stairs that led to one place) and stopped, letting my hand go with a mischievous look on her face. she then took a step down and said, "nah, I don't wanna go up. lets go back down." I agreed and started to go down however she didn't move then said, "no never mind I want to go back up. again, my head nodded and I started to go back up. then she changed her mind yet again. it was the fourth time that I then realized that she was messing with me the same way she does on the phone. "hay!" I said getting a bit of a pouted frown on my face. she laughed that cute little laugh she does and walked over only to wrap her arms around my neck and kiss me again. "Aww I'm sorry love. I just wanted to see of you'd do it." those same words were the ones she uses on the phone. its then that I thought the dream was real once more. with a faint smile I lowered my face to hers again and just as the first, it was loving while we kissed and just held eachother there in our arms....But then the dream ended..I woke up and thought I was holding her in my arms only to see it was my pillow..with all honesty, I wanted to cry then and there but then a smile just came to my face as I thought about it. when the day comes that we will be with one another, it'll be exactly as it was in the dream. she looking at me and I at her only to place our arms over one another and kiss that loving kiss for the first time with one another...I can't wait till that day comes."


- "Amanda I love you baby. And coming true from the heart, I can't wait till that day comes to were you'll walk off the plane and into my arms so that I can say mine."

-The link to the song I was talking about: Eyes on me





 
 
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