I just feel so depressed right now. I don't want to be at school, I don't want to go home, and I don't want to be at work...I just wish I was nowhere.
Well I just have to learn not to trust my own mom and become more independant from her.
I feel sick to my stomach because of everything that is happening. Yesterday I brought a pack of cigs and smoked like three. I'm so mad at myself for forgetting it at home. I could really use on right now.
Once I'm get out of credit card debt, I'm going to work on moving out. I want to seperate myself from my mother so she can't use me anymore. I am not a paycheck or a credit score to be used.
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Well I am planning to write whenever something interesting happens or when I get bored enough. I can't spell too well so "oh well". Sometimes my life is interesting and sometimes it isn't.
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