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This upcoming week should be interesting!
hehe! It would be the first valentine's day that I spend with my boyfriend.
Though I don't know if he can see me on the actual day.
We might just go out on the weekend to celebrate.
Work and school keep us apart.
Plus the fact that I need to fix things.
Though I am trying to set my life straight.
No more nonsense.
I won't harm the people in my life any more.
I won't cause them pain.
I wonder what I'm going to get?!
The only thing I ever got for Valentine's day would be a rose from a silly school fundraiser.
It was from my crush at the time.
Oh how excited I was back then to receive such a small thing.
Looking back on it now...
I laugh and cherish those memories.
I think about the problems I had then,
and smile at how stupid my problems were then.
Yet they seemed so big to me at the time.
Maybe...
Just maybe.
I will look back a year or two from now and think that the problems that I am having now aren't as big as I make it out to be.
Please get me through this.
I can change myself.
I will.