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As many of you know I have saving gold and chat in forums to get my dream avatar. Well it's going pretty nicely, there's people who wanted to help me and
wished good luck. But they have donated to me gold and some nice things what could help me to get my dream avatar. Lately in IRL my mind is been disturbed. No.. I can't say it like that. My cousin who is very good friend of mine too. He is just about 21 years and in hospital they found a growth in his brain. Still, I was at my grandparents and there was my grandmother,
mother, My uncle and me. They talked about him and suddenly my mother
started to cry. Just as all of 'em they cried but I didn't. I felt bad and I didn't say nothing just trinket my coffee and look out of the window. I smiled a little and raised my hand up where the coffee cup was and said "to my cousin and good friend Marko" and drink the coffee. They did as I and then I said " don't cry it's not that bad he is going to be alright. Don't bury him yet he is young and strong man he'll be alright. " They look at me and smiled. I smiled back and my grandparents said to my mother that she raised a good kid and she laughed and said something what I will not mention in my journal about me and we all laughed. I still don't feel sad or worried. Maybe somewhere deep in my heart I know he will be alright.
I just.. know it.. know it.. *Sigh.