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this special feelings i had for you is a waste
seeing you as a friend is enough for me...
i don't want to be hurt.. this message that is inside
will be sealed forever.. never knowing where will it go..

special as you are ... things will just wouldn't change
as it is now, i'll just pretend to be numb, it's fr my sake
i know that i don't know what you're thinking
but seeing as you go won't leave this feeling..

cold-hearted as they imagine, you're always there
to be my guide, i'm wondering why myself
couldn't stop such a stupid feeling...

healing it would just make a scar...
a remembrance of you, hurting myself and being foolish
to be attracted for a long time, sacrifing some time
for my own benifit and for the thought to make you smile

i don't really care anymore. it's over
over for this. i won't let this surpass me
i know that i'm just a coward
running away from everything!!

but i know for sure that when i love that
special someone and when she let go
ill definitely just b hurt
it's better this way, to lock up an emotions

in that way... i just had to be a simpleton!