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too depressed again to those that might happen by this.. depression got the better of me.. still does after what i got in the mail today.. again was denied help from the government.. they say i am in bad shape but am still able to work.. i would like to know how since i live on pain pills.. ******** the world now.. am tired of this.

Posted by: yourmoongodess Wed Jul 20, 2005 @ 07:35pm

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Commented on: Wed Jul 20, 2005 @ 07:39pm


	Got to treat ur back bones 1st...then go back to work...and pay back the government loan if u can get 3nodding get ur health back in shape...and takes some time to pay the money/fees back. Hugs heart

Commented on: Wed Jul 20, 2005 @ 09:16pm


	that is just it.. i cant.. i got turned down by one.. only thing i can get is a grant to fix the house up.. i feel i am doomed

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Commented on: Wed Jul 20, 2005 @ 09:30pm


	the system wont pay unless your in a wheelchair or a 1000 pounds stuck in a bed stare they suck

Commented on: Wed Jul 20, 2005 @ 09:37pm


	Javvy am way far from weighing that .. i feel lost.. they say i can work at least a couple hours sitting down doing something.. only way i can be here now is cause i am drugged up on pain pills and as that is it messing up my kidney .. oh the joys of a government that doesnt give a crap about its people only the money that they can pour out to stupid things like expensive hammers and such why does the government give out money to those that are not even close to how i am .. i see them driving their fancy cars and such but living in the same area i am .. and what do they do .. drugs and pretend they are hurt .. its crap .. i hate life more and more .. as for now.. i think i will just drink my life away .. its an easy way to forget things .. such is life ..

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Commented on: Wed Jul 20, 2005 @ 09:37pm


	Girl hang in there...don't let them get the best of you, though it seems like it did, but hang in there. There must be other options, though I know the system isn't easy to get through...I know stare it sucks really.

Commented on: Wed Jul 20, 2005 @ 09:48pm


	saying it sucks it putting it mildly... i cant believe they say .. and i quote "The medical evidence in file shows that your condition does cause some restritions in your ability to function. However, you still have the ability to do light work. We realize that your condition prevents you from doing your past job (s), but you are still able to do other types of work which are less demanding. We have determined that your condition does not keep you from working. We considered the medical and other information, your age, education, training, and work experience in determining how your condition affects your ability to work. If your condition gets worse and keeps you from working, write, call or visit any social security office about filing another application." ok then dang.. what job can i do .. hmmm one that lets me get high on my meds and lets me work for only about a few hours before i need to lay down if even a few hours sighs

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Commented on: Wed Jul 20, 2005 @ 10:06pm


	Ok I see how it is...and yeah your right it does more than suck. I'm not sure either for what kind of job you could have that would let you be on meds and then only a few hours at a time, pretty much nothing. I know sometimes the system don't really think about what they tell people, well they don't. But still Girl don't start the drinking, cuz of this...well i'm asking you not to Please. I know life hasn't been easy for you and I understand that you hate life as well, but still hang in there, cuz there must be a way around somehow?

Commented on: Wed Jul 20, 2005 @ 10:10pm


	its the only way i know of escaping for now.. dont worry am safe here doing it in the house not like i can go anywhere frowns.. well i dont want to get anyone down cause of me so am going for awhile .. bye

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Commented on: Wed Jul 20, 2005 @ 10:14pm


	Oh i see sweatdrop Tons of st going on in ur real life. You should try stay cool..and do what the social security people told you to do..fill the damn forms...then see what you can do. Do your best out of your life can bring you a better life... heart**

Commented on: Wed Jul 20, 2005 @ 10:28pm


	Your not getting anyone down, we're just trying to cheer you up or keep you going Ana...talking to friends/people might help you through a depressing time too, so don't go away.

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Commented on: Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 02:49am


	Ding i did fill out the forms.. sent them all in .. went and had test .. tons of test done on my back had tons of xrays .. more than i can count .. and still they say " sure you hurt but you can work deal with it" . well not like that but its how they are saying it to me am tired of xrays.. i know how my body is.. there is no work around here that will let me be on a job for about 4 hours at the most sitting down and let me take my pain pills also .. am not sure what to think on life right now is all AiyoriAoshi thanks hugs

Commented on: Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 05:39am


	Ana babe, there's one thing you can do...people use Internet as to work...like maybe u can find a net job or make a net business. maybe that will work...but depends on how efficient and how hard you are willing to work. hmm, there should be speicalized helpers who can help. i meant for u to find a job online...no need to go to work, just sit next to ur computer and work for 3-4 hours at a time...that should be alright heart hugs

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Commented on: Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 05:53am


	yeah that is my next step i think.. just not sure what is real in those and what is a scam .. alot of them are scams where you have to send them money to start things .. to me that is silly

Commented on: Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 05:55am


	huggles Im sorry Ana, try to get better okay? heart heart sad

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Commented on: Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 06:36am


	Govenment and medicare just care about money.. but betta is right, internet job is good.. but not realiable unless you have a plan exclaim but it does take time and allot of effort to get something going. I do online work as a travel agent, but it involves adverticing yourself to your town and other towns to even get 5 ppl to buy things from you, it costs 500 dollars to get a liscence and it's not something you can just jump into.. it took me 5, months to even get my first cuztomer sweatdrop but now I got plenty to give me a monthly check 3nodding but the point is, try finding something in a more relaxed environment like picking up flowers, allot of ppl do that here but only for the season. There are jobs out there, look into them more carefully.

Commented on: Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 07:47am


	hugs I see. try own ur private small business. start small, that's how most people do it. heart

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