i hate it When things finally seem to go right, it all starts as though your in a happy fairy tale. But as soon as your about to reach the climax of your happiness something always tares it apart, like a shattered glass. My life has always been based on some sad story.. a child who loses his parents at a young age, doesn't know how to cope, blames himself for his mothers death when he had nothing to do with it, he meets someone willing to show him the love he feels missing but later its torn apart.I am so sick of trying to make my life a happy one its as though some force doesn't want me to have much happiness wants me to suffer.. i've always seemed to be the boy who never cried and couldn't be broken i laughed all the time & smiled at everything someone who could see the brightness & goodness in everything in the truth i'm a sham hiding behind a mask, i am nothing but the shattered innocents of an 8 year old looking for the love of family and anyone he lost when his mother died, a morbid child & slowly decaying from self loathing & guilt at heart. so when you see me try to look past the smiles & acts as someone once said don't judge a book by its cover. every picture tells a story sometimes we don't like the ending sometimes we can't explain it
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