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i hurt her in a way that i wish i havent done.
i have committed a sin that i never wanted to commit.
i'm so very sorry, that i put her in tears, just by saying something i didnt mean.
i thought she knew that i like to joke, as i told her so many times be4.
i've commited a type of suicide where my heart dies just by reading what she puts. so sorry, so mad at myself, wanting this pain to go away.
i've never felt something like this.
my only friend down here my sister at heart, and i just ruined our friendship just by joking around.
why am i so stupid?