I've come back to the crew. Got a big reception, they all were pretty worried. JP especially, although I can't imagine completely why. (Yeah right) JP was the one to find me, and as I can see she put in here as assumption, yes, I was boarding. The thought of this entire thing has racked my brain. It's been three months since I was put into this realm, and I'm missing all I've left behind.
Every day, I think about all that has happened. And it finally took hold that this may be my new home, and what really hit home is that I dreamt last night, and my dreams are always true or going to become true.
Gramps died, and Dad was on the verge of death after looking for me all this time. He and mom were finally together once again, but they stood before my grave. I was right behind them, I even yelled to them that I was alive. But they were practically granite there. And then I heard something emit from my Dad's mouth, words horrifying to my ears. "Goodbye son, see you soon. Put in a couple of words for me up there." And he broke down crying. And to see pops cry? Never happened.
I woke from the dream and found JP at my side, in the bed, snuggling up to me. Why she was so dang loving I have no clue, normally she wouldn't try to snuggle against me. But I didn't really care, because I was glad to have her there telling me subconciously that she was there. However, I had to at least say goodbye to my family. I couldn't just leave them empty-handed, mourning over my grave! Then I really got to thinking.
Now, I can't tell you all that I thought, for fear that if JP reads my thoughts she'll try to stop me. But, know this, I promise to myself, that if I truly die, it will be because I have beaten Carnaso. And I vow, he won't be breathing any air within the next week.
We wait and armor ourselves up for the battle soon to be at hand, we are at Krator. Ironically named, it is the very place Carnaso reduced to ashes in his first coming. It is also the closest town to his castle.
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