Wake Me Up Inside is my favorite song by Evanescene. I sit here at my computer in the dark. Well, it not all that dark, but it's dark enough. I like the dark. It's refreshing . In some way, it's my friend. It may be gone for a while, but I know that it will come back again. The only frined that will always be there for you. I'm really liking the emo thing. There are lots of emo pictures on photobucket. I finaly painted my nails black. Mom was cool with it, but my dad was all what's with the black?. Everything's with the black. He guessed I wanted my room painted black too. What's wrong with wanting my room painted black. That would be really cool. He said it would be like staring into a trash bag that's black all day. Well, I can put pictures on the wall. My wall is gonna have lots of stuff on it. He seriously needs to stay out of my life. My own father helped make me and he doesnt't understand one single thing about me. How sad is that? My own dad has no idea what I want. All that mattwers to him is what he wants for me. I don't want everything he wants for me. I hate when parents try to control their kids lives. I know it's a horrribel thing to say, but it's very true. He has no idea the stress he puts upon me. Like I'm supposed to be the poster child of everything good. He sets all these high standards and when I don't meet them, he gets upset. I seriously wnat to live with my mom. She doens's have all the mood swings hat my father has. She's now angry at one moment and then happy again or sorry for the fact that she was angry. This is what made me the way I am.
Craving somone or something to love,
Midnight Magdeline
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 Midnight Magdeline · Wed Mar 12, 2008 @ 12:06am · 1 Comments |
