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Life In Grief This the story of a dead girl named Sydney Lewder. It's in progress so don't worry i will finish it. When ur done reading it, tell me wat u think plz.


MeH sExY cOoKiE
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Life in Grief


My name is Sydney Lewder, such an ugly name. I think I’m thirteen years old, but I’m not sure. I don’t live in the world anymore, instead I’m in the middle, between Angel and Imp. I don’t really want to be here but there is no other choice. There is no one here, so I write, day in and day out. I don’t even know how I got this pencil and piece of paper. My hand doesn’t hurt, for I can’t feel anything. It’s weird, it’s as if I’m…paralyzed. Paralyzed of all my stress, troubles, pain, sorrow, depression. It’s kind of hard to explain.
The last thing I remember was a sharp, shiny, object and then, a white blank; I didn’t know where I was, how I got there, or even when. At first I thought I was in heaven, but I am far away from of being in heaven. I’m actually in the middle. They are having trouble deciding where I should go. I’ve done many wrongs and even some sins, but I’ve done some good too. I’ve given food to the homeless, bought them beer only because they wanted some and gave money to a blind guy in the streets. I’ve always loved to give, even as a child, but the one thing I hated was to share. Amazing right, either I was going to give or not give at all?
I’m not even sure how long I’ve been here. I don’t eat, sleep, drink, or get a feeling of time anymore. I feel like I forget a memory every day? Minute? Second? I don’t even know. All I know is that someone attacked me when I was at the parking lot, with a knife, or was it a gun? I forgot, I feel so, so, I’m not sure. Wow, I can’t even remember how I died. I can’t feel it, but know I should feel ashamed right now. I want to cry but I’ve run out of tears. I want live again, but I don’t get a second chance.

To be Continued:


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User Comments: [4]
x-SincerelyAtlas
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comment Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 10:04pm
First Comment heart


comment Commented on: Tue Jun 10, 2008 @ 01:29am
That was a good story. I hope you will continue it!



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The Monster You Made
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comment Commented on: Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 08:20pm
lol@ur pain


comment Commented on: Thu Aug 28, 2008 @ 06:00pm
Please continue.I'd love to hear more.



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