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and why had it been a while since i did a journal entry... mainly cause I was too tired to bother. It wasn't that nothing had happened. No, heaps of stuff has happened it's just that I've been to tired of over heated to write about it.

got to actually think of what to write and stuff...
well, I've entered such comps as I'm able too. I got my results back finally (even though it meant going to the doc in 40 degree c blistering heat. defiantly not my idea of fun. :S )
It seems the reasons I've been having leg probs for ages is cause I have a split knee bone. It doesn't protect as good from wear and tear as a solid one would so having my knees give out and collapse is no big surprise. It seems the split is rrreeeealllly fine and can't be seen well on an x ray. Shows up just fine on a cat scan though.
I've learned through the years that my knees were completely unreliable so I've stopped relying on them. Now I've got to unlearn that behavior. I need to strengthen them, little bit by little bit cause they complain and loudly if i try to do to much... if i try to do hardly anything really. Still, there is hope.
My other probs can be trace back to hormone imbalance and Vitamin deficiencies. So, hopefully all my probs are correctable... it's just going to take quite a while to do so. :S

Typing up some stories my dad wrote way back when. They are shocking... really freaking awful. You've never seen such one dimensional characters or such an uninformed, ignorant, pretentious sounding story line... still, i leave such tweaking as can be done to my cute and younger, copy editor employed younger sibling.

We're having an autumnal heat wave atm... it's hideous and stinking, sticky hot.
got a lack of sleep and a heat headache all in one go. I did sleep last night but I had a very vivid, psi fi based dream, so I woke feeling I hadn't slept at all. :S x 2