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The other day my cousin asked me why i like the girl i like. Truth be told, oppistes attract, well at least in more than science. She is just about the complete opposite of me and yet out of all the girls i like in my school, she's the one who I've actually attempted to get the guts to ask out. almost 4 times this last week i tried to convince myself to ask her out. and funny thing is, I'm almost positive that she'd say yes. The problem is I've always been one afraid of rejection and thus just as i think i'm ready to ask her out i return to my normal state and dissappear once more into the crowd that is Hammond High School. I don't know what to do and frankly won't find out until after spring break when i must return to the school once more and see her everyday, happy, carefree and herself, while i stay sullen tired and most times, bored.