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This calls for a long post that no one will read.

I don't know what to say about my life right now - I really don't care. I. Just. Don't. Care. Anymore. Things can happen, I'll be happy, but other than that I don't care. My mindset has completely changed to something I really don't know.

I miss Milo. Haven't had the time to cry, and I feel bad. I should be feeling more, but I don't. I will always love my kitty, no matter what.

During the course of my period of absense from my journal, I got myself a job. Or at least I hope I got it. I just want the money, and will do anything to get it. I want to make my goal of going to Germany next year a reality.

My friend is leaving for Japan tomorrow, and will be back sometime in about three weeks. I'm going to miss her. At least I will have my work to keep me busy.

Class enrollment begins on the 3rd. I hope to get the classes that fit my needs. It'll make college life a snap.

I'm also working on a stupid fanfic to keep me busy. A Naruto AU. Something similar to Fushugi Yuugi, without the romance. Girl gets sucked into world - screws with things. More comedy than anything else. Perhaps a dash of stupid fangirlism. Whatever keeps me busy.

Met up with Melissa today and went to Newport Beach. It was good to see her again. I also got a bit of encouragement...and I thank her for that. Few people have noticed that I lost weight. Or really care to give me a bit of encouragement. I ususally see others getting it, so I never bothered to say anything - or really cared to.

And to my great misfortune, I think I have feelings for someone again - which is completely and utterly futile considering how he feels for someone else. I smack myself at the thought, hopefully I'll be back at my contented singleness.

If there is such a thing.

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