Here I am again the comp calls my name. Each day i get a little more involved in the one thing I said I would never do again. Once again I am up early just to see if I have any offlines or messages from him. Telling myself it is natural to do but knowing I am sinking deeper once again. Getting caught in the drama once again. i know most of my readers think I am loosing it...maybe I am. If you know me you know i analyse everything to death. There has to be a reason for all that happends, I know it drives the ppl closest to me crazy but that is me. Some may say it just proves i am unstable and i need some focus. Actualy the weird thing is i have given this machine too much focus. I dont want this to be my life I want to get out of this prison and start living again. Just another day of waiting for the answers. I hope they come soon the waiting is killing me.
*hugs*
Sin
 needful_sin · Wed Mar 19, 2008 @ 03:00pm · 0 Comments |
