Well here I am again. I am sure a few of you were wondering if I was alive. For those of you who worried I apologize, for those who were wishing I was dead (you know who you are) too bad I am alive and surviving. As most of you know The last couple of months have taken alot out of me. So many changes in such a very little time. But like they say God never gives you more than you can handle. Well It took me a month but I am now handling it ok . Last night I had a text from an old friend who filled in the blanks that My mind could not figure out. I found out for the last 4 months I was being used and played. I have remembered asking if there was something wrong and being told everything was fine. Well he got one over on me. But it does explain alot. But I guess that is the way it is I will always be attracted to guys who will use me and throw me away. I spent sometime going over the things I have done in the past to some pretty great ppl. I am comprising some e-mail to appoligize for the past. I was told one time that Karma has a way of evening the score. I am hoping to fix mine while I still can. As for Karma for the one who taught it to me...GOOD LUCK WITH YOURS. I am hoping Karma Bites your butt so bad and lets you feel the pain you have inflicted on me. One More word for him,,,,,Siyanara. Have a good life with the child you left me for.
Love to all but him Sin
needful_sin · Fri Sep 05, 2008 @ 09:44pm · 0 Comments |