All these things I won't forget,
if you can hear me listen closely.
These selfish ways of yours,
they taint every word you say.
So close you held me tight,
lying with every inch of might.
To your throat the blade lies,
you can't help but smile at me.
My self-esteem is as low as you,
I can't help but feel dead.
And I lie in bed with you cursing,
wishing the end wasn't much worse.
So the blade lies so close now,
that smile creeps across your face.
I hope your blood stains the blade.
I can't help but wonder now,
if somewhere I made a mistake.
All you put me through again,
I can't help but smile to see you in pain.
The things I saw so fake in your eyes,
I won't let another victim fall through.
No amount of pain can show my scars.
All the things I told you I would do,
everyday I gave to you has faded.
Somewhere in this wrecked mind,
you will find my sanity left behind.
The blade covered till it's tainted,
this smile on my face won't fade.
Breaking everything you see,
every heart is a chance to change.
You cry saying you never knew,
clearly I can see right on through.
Every lie you told and I believed,
every chance I always knew it.
Your smile is so scaring to me,
knowing you see right through me.
I can't stand the pain inside me,
marking each point as it breaks me.
Pulling me into your little game,
wanting me to just play along.
I can't see how you got so close,
my closed up heart completely unfroze.
how I questioned a way to lose,
seeings how you loved that way.
This game you play is complicated,
all my scars just fade away.
I can't believe I give in to you,
how my hopes were grown so quickly.
You keep stabbing into my chest,
relentlessly you won't give in to me.
I want to ******** up the inside,
tear down all you see as right.
Loss of sight and my way out,
try to see so cry for what I need,
break it down and let me breathe.
if you can hear me listen closely.
These selfish ways of yours,
they taint every word you say.
So close you held me tight,
lying with every inch of might.
To your throat the blade lies,
you can't help but smile at me.
My self-esteem is as low as you,
I can't help but feel dead.
And I lie in bed with you cursing,
wishing the end wasn't much worse.
So the blade lies so close now,
that smile creeps across your face.
I hope your blood stains the blade.
I can't help but wonder now,
if somewhere I made a mistake.
All you put me through again,
I can't help but smile to see you in pain.
The things I saw so fake in your eyes,
I won't let another victim fall through.
No amount of pain can show my scars.
All the things I told you I would do,
everyday I gave to you has faded.
Somewhere in this wrecked mind,
you will find my sanity left behind.
The blade covered till it's tainted,
this smile on my face won't fade.
Breaking everything you see,
every heart is a chance to change.
You cry saying you never knew,
clearly I can see right on through.
Every lie you told and I believed,
every chance I always knew it.
Your smile is so scaring to me,
knowing you see right through me.
I can't stand the pain inside me,
marking each point as it breaks me.
Pulling me into your little game,
wanting me to just play along.
I can't see how you got so close,
my closed up heart completely unfroze.
how I questioned a way to lose,
seeings how you loved that way.
This game you play is complicated,
all my scars just fade away.
I can't believe I give in to you,
how my hopes were grown so quickly.
You keep stabbing into my chest,
relentlessly you won't give in to me.
I want to ******** up the inside,
tear down all you see as right.
Loss of sight and my way out,
try to see so cry for what I need,
break it down and let me breathe.
