Short story first though...:
Earlier today in art I was sitting next to a kid named Zack D. He and I are like polar opposites of each other. And he loves to tease me because he knows he'll make a fool of me because I don't think like he does, so I react like I shouldn't when he talks to me. Well anyways today he was teasing me because I don't swear all the time. I absolutely hate it when anyone uses the "f" word at any given time or place-- it shows of stupidity that you have to resort to using words like that to get your point across... "PROFANITY IS THE LINGUISTIC CRUTCH OF INARTICULATE [PEOPLE]"- the filler-things because it was going back on itself by using "bastards" instead... but it sums up my feelings perfectly on that subject... I feel like crying every time one of my friends uses that word. I can feel a knife going through me every time I hear it...
But besides that incident, I just kinda feel bummed out because... well... what little friends I have on Gaia, they never talk to me. I ALWAYS have to start a conversation with them... why doesn't anyone want to talk to me? Am I that un-practiced in socializing?! Nobody really gives a rip, I guess...
...We'll have to see how things go with that... Right before I was about to leave Crunchyroll, this one girl started popping in once in a while (only like twice, actually) and said hi to ME. I was absolutely dumbfounded and exhilarant. I mean, someone had actually talked to me!!! whee ... but then I left.
I'm gonna try a test: If you read ANY of this, please comment!! I don't care if I know you or not!!!!
If I were to completely seclude myself from the rest of the world, would anyone really care? From the looks of it, I think maybe not. Then again, my real-life friends can be helpful! 3nodding wink
oh and in other news, I have driven for the first time after getting my permit last Friday. It was kinda funny- I still have issues turning, but not as many as when we first started out! sweatdrop smile Yup yup, I'll get better... haha I wonder what those people who read this who can drive think of me... did they feel the same way? *shrug* it'd be fun to know what older people think of younger peoples' situations that they already went through...
Community Member