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I was testing for my purple black belt. I was the highest rank testing and the only one testing for this color belt. My sensei put the spotlight on me. I was very nervous but tried hard not to let it show. I tried my hardest and my best. I put everything i had into this test. I was so tired and thought i was going to pass out. Someone didnt pass the testing so they didnt pass out belts. They will pass out belts to the people who passed when they go to class this week. Everyone told me that i did awesome but i always feel like i could have done something better. They all tell me that that is the sign of a great martial artist. I hope i got my belt.