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being hyper writing down some poems right here:::



If you asked for a helping hand, instead I'd give you two,
And if you asked for something old, instead I'd give you new,
And if it is your wildest dreams that bewitch you so,
Then I would find a way to make those dreams come true, you know.
And if you're ever feeling down and in a lot of pain
All because of someone, and his own selfish gain.
Then do not cry a single tear, for I'll wipe them all away
And always by your side, I'm here, and here I'll always stay.
I'll be here for you always, yes, for you my closest friend,
I'll be here for you always, way longer than the end. heart


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some can not feel emotions...but...why does my internal heart hurt so much? my internal heart races when you are near. please give me a hug. i promise i wont cry like the last time. what is this thing some call love? can not find.... can not find... if only i had a heart. you said you couldn't stand to see my heart broken... so when you broke it did you close your eyes?... crying


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heart do you ever think of me..... do you ever cry yourself to sleep.... in the middle of the night when you awake..... are you calling out my name....... forget him, forget his name, forget his face, forget his kiss, his warm embrace. forget the love that you once knew remember he was someone new. forget him when you cried all night long, forget how close you to once were. remember he has chosen her, forget you memorized his walk. Forget the way he used to talk, forget the things he used to say. remember he has gone away. Forget his laugh, forget his grin, forget the dimples on his chin. Forget the way he held you tight, remember he’s with her tonight. Forget the love that moved it’s past, forget he said he’d leave you never. Remember he’s gone forever. crying wahmbulance

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You lie silent there before me
Your tears they mean nothing to me
The wind howling at the window
The love you never gave I give to you
Really don't deserve it
But now there's nothing you can do
So, sleep in your only memory
Of me, my dearest mother

Chorus:
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes (good-bye)
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry (oh well)
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes
Good-bye, good-bye, good-bye, good-bye

So insignificant sleeping dormant deep inside of me
Are you hiding away, lost under the sewers?
Maybe flying high in the clouds?
Perhaps you're happy without me
So many seeds have been sown in the field
And who could sprout up so blessedly, If I had died
I would have never felt sad at all
You will not hear me say "I'm sorry"
Where is the light? Wonder if it's weeping somewhere...

chorus x4 crying wink wahmbulance burning_eyes cheese_whine