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god i am so troubled with my life right now...my best friends i think are fed up with hearing about it but i can't help but be troubled by it...there's this guy that i love, like actually and trult love but the problem is is that he likes me and my other best friend but he can't choose one of us because he doesn't want us to be hurt. well there's this other that guy that comes in and asks me to be his girlfriend well a few nights ago i called him up and told him "yes". well now i feel like crap beacause i don't feel that way about him, well i mean i have a crush but i don't love him love him...god it's soo frustrating espiacally since he is a really nice guy. and i just don't wanna hurt him but i don't wanna give up on the man that i love...WHAT DO I DO PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!