Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

View User's Journal

Daily life of a spazzy turtle
Letts see, this will have a lot of my yammerings, but I hope that it will be somewhat ammusing/or interesting...or are those the same thing....? Oh well. ^^
HEAR MY RANT OF DOOM!!!!!
I'm the wind.

I blow through people's life. You may notice but I'm not going to pay any mind. All that will be left of me will be the presence that you though you felt. The slow breeze that was there.

You think you can own me? Id rather DIE than give you the power to control me.

You think that there is a possibility that you can love me? Can you love the scars that are imprinted on my arms? Can a boy love a girl with a broken heart?

"The smartest people will be the most depressed because they know exactly what is going on in the world."

"Only love can break your heart."

People are broken everyday. Hearts torn apart and stamped on.

I WISH I HAD SAVED ALL THE TEARS YOU MADE ME CRY SO I CAN ******** DROWN YOU IN THEM.

I tell myself I won't think about him. But s**t, who do I think I am? I won't look at him as he passes by my chair. I hate how you can move on everyday while I'm left standing still in the rain.

"They all ask me what is so special about you but i don't tell them because I'm afraid they will fall in love too."

I look at you and I break down inside. Your smile warms me but tears me apart. If you choose someone else because I'm not good enough for you you might as well kill me.

I wonder if he knows he is all I think about at night. You would think that I would want him to die. But iinstead I wish he would fall into a deep hole. A deep deep dep deep hole. This way HE could feel how LONELY and what it feels like to be LEFT ALONE IN UTTER DESPAIR.

"I love you" You say this yet you only wanted my body. I ask you why you wanted to date me and you tell me "I like your body and I want to touch it"

And you said you loved me.

HE would never had said that.
Would he?
NO.

I wonder if he misses anything from when we were dating.
I do. I miss every aspect of it.
But....
If he misses something from that, then doesn't that mean he misses me?

What a strange and wonderful thought.






User Comments: [1] [add]
Azure Ouji-San
Community Member
avatar
commentCommented on: Sun Apr 17, 2011 @ 01:51pm
*plays silent violin* so now that time has gone by how about you and me go into the back room and shag cause i wanna touch your body as well ;D

p.s. brad was here! brad owns maw! forever! and i will change her indefinitely! she will not cry! she will not shake! she will love me and only me! she will want to marry she will not want to die ever! and finaly i will change her to want a child ha! mark my words


User Comments: [1] [add]
 
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Mini-Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum