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nothing, not at all,
dont talk to me
you cant help
its nothing
my troubles dont matter
i cant tell you
you wouldnt understand
my heart is empty that is my problem
i cant depend on anyone
except him
help me
get me out of the pit im in

overcome

you help
i need someone to lean on
i feel weak
i cant be bothered
help me through this

nothingness

pain fading
world slipping
going to sleep

HIM

gagging
chocking
wet
waking up

strenth

clean
over come
talk
freinds
loves

something saved me im supposed to live so is everyone, everyone has a purpose
like if you kill your self a whole city could die because of a problem that you, only you could solve.

this is the Chaos theory:
a butterfly beats its wings in new york and causes an earthquake in africa just let life flow. see where the journey takes you. where you are today might not be same place you'll be tomarrow. everything happens for a reason. life isnt fair but to end it isnt even giving it a chance to show you what you can be. what you will discover. think before you act. they say the whole world is connected by six people what if one just one of those six important people was you at least1/6 of the worlds population would be affected.