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Well, life sucks. What else can I say? I've completely lost interest of everything. There's also this thing called track meet, I don't wanna go. Not just because I don't want to run, but because I don't want to make a fool of myself by doing a class cheer and dance. Don't get me wrong, I would love to dance but just with the right moves not Crank that thing stuff. I'm just not into that. Running is alright I guess, I'm not a good runner, but I'm not a bad one I guess. I also think I wouldn't be in the right conditions. No matter how hard I try, I can't get enough sleep, I can't really eat in the morning cause it makes me barf and I have an injured foot and a slight cold not to mention a sore back and neck. What good would that do at track? You might think that's no excuse but to me it is because I always need to be in perfect condition to run. Anywho, just cause I can do some simple math or reading at school, people atomatically assume I am a nerd. Hey, it's not my fault I know this stuff. Either way they don't know me good enough to be judging me. It's just here, I can never show who I truly am without someone either making fun of me, or being critisized by a plain stupid person who thinks gossiping or playing foot ball EVERY SINGLE DAY is fun. Well it's not, there's more to just sports and gossip. Talk about yourselves and other stuff for a change people. I can't wait till I graduate though, so I can have a fresh start, but who knows. Maybe I won't be able to have that chance. And if I don't, then I don't know what I would do. Things are just not the same.... Well my neck hurts and my back is killing me so I best get off now...See ya