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Here's a reason why I don't value myself as much.
Lets see, I walk by my mom's dog - it bites me.
I get screamed at for provoking it. What the ******** hell? I WALKED by the ******** thing and it bites me.
Let me just say this was the first time I almost decked my mom for screaming at me.
I hate how she values that ******** piece of s**t more than she values me, or my father, or the rest of the animals in my home. She treats that thing like a baby and it makes me sick. I wouldn't care if that dog died, infact I have tried killing it several times.
Normally, I love animals. But I hate that one with a passion. But my mom loves it, and if it died, she'd probably die too. Ooooh.
Its funny, my family loves my new cousin more than they give a ******** about me. None of them even cared to congradulate me for graduating. And the funny thing about that is - I only have a grandmother, step-grandfather, aunt, uncle, and another uncle by marriage.
All of them didn't even know I graduated, let alone my ******** age. They thought I was still a ******** SOPHOMORE.
So yeah, my family loves the baby more than they give a s**t about me. My mom loves her dog more than she cares about me. My dad cares about taking care of my mom more than he gives a s**t about my college funds. Its great. Fantastic I say that apparently no one gives a flying ******** about my wellfare.
And you'd think that they'd give a damn.
Really makes you feel like you're worthless.
I love you, mom.
Next time she comes near me with that dog, I'll snap its neck.
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