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I hate 'that time of the month.' For me its about of pointless pain and weakness. Pointless because in me, as I have no husband and the boys of quality are pretty light on the field here, its a function that will never see its use. this time around it's drained me to the point where i'm getting the dizzies and I'm sleeping anywhere, any time the way mum does. I wish we could turn it off when Its not needed.

It doesn't mean that I wouldn't like to have a family but I just haven't found anyone I'd even look at twice or even once. Where are all the nice Christian men? And I'm certainly not going to pull what my cousin has done. Shack up with a complete loser because no female is complete without a man and then get herself knocked up to the Jail bait, not once but twice. I really don't have a lot of respect for my cousin.

I probably sound judgmental but she's being stupid, as the guy told her point blank he didn't love or want her, just his son. AND SHE WENT BACK TO HIM!. Defiantly not thinking with her head here.

Sigh, anyway. I'd love to see what kind of mum I'd make. What kind of wife too for that matter or even a girl friend. I've never been any of these.

I think I'll leave it here. This chain of thought it getting depressing.