STILL! Can't sleep. And I think my roomate is talking in her sleep. What a strange world.
It's more of a lack of desire to sleep really. I'm not tragically sad, in fact I'm quite content, all my work for tomorrow is done, and tomorrow will be a new, hopefully sunny, day to work my a** off until finals. I just feel as if I'm finally aware of time. I remember once thinking that...
time is an incomprehensible thing. It never aware of us, and we are rarely aware of it, and when we are, it is because it displeases us. Too much, too little, too confusing, to obvious.
I think I've become aware of time today. Time until my finals. time until summer, time until I can be with Mike again. all time I must wait...but I've also become aware of time I've lost. The past year has gone by so quickly, I've lost track, of time away from my friends, time away from home, time since my mom.
It's a sobering feeling. It doesn't necessarily make me sad, just...reminds me of my humble little existence in this big world. rolleyes
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