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I fought Rich today, it was fun. Gave another bloody nose, got punched in the back of the head. To bad the camera died right when he made his comeback &.&

Then I spent a while trying to figure out what was wrong, I was missing something. I had nothing to do, nothing that could satisfy my craving. I wasn't being productive, or I couldn't see Megan, something just didn't feel right.

Went out, climbed a building, threw a card around, did some parkour.

Then I ended up talking to Richard for a while, and he was telling me all these things that were just like, OMG YES I knew that why didn't I ever think of it that way. Everything that was disconnected started connecting for me. I feel like I'm understanding myself a bit better now. The last thing I was talked about was, I can't tell if I'm torturing myself or if shes torturing me, and I guess its a bit of both. I care so much about her I just want her to be happy. I just care to the point that it hurts me because shes always complaining. I don't want her to stop complaining though, I would rather go threw every problem she has until I've fixed all of them.

Richard is my mind god, thank you.

♫ Korn ♪

I'm going to finish my gaia wedding outfit right now, I really want have that gaia marriage now. I need to set a date.

Megan most likely has mono like I thought, so she won't be at school for a while. I Better start gathering her school work for her, maybe I could even use that as an excuse to see her ^^

I'm might to try to upload my the boxing video of me and Richard, but I don't like my boxing style. Its way to sloppy, I fight and look like an emo kid &.&

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I talked to Megan for a while, I'm going to see her tomorrow.
After we talked I got on gaia and the gd was talking to me I swear:
Do your parents play fav.
SEX IS A NATURAL THING!!!!
... wait thats it my bad, I though there was more >.< lols