Cub's Name/Meaning: Renegat (Meaning Renegade in French)
Your Name: Split Personality
Cub Personality: Renegat loves her Mother dearly and has no respect for her father-always ignoring him... feeling as though if she had been born male-she'd have power and glory. As a result, she will be cruel to males-for it is their fault her father hated her (so she is so sure is true). She is mean to her brothers (behind her Fathers back of course) and avoids spending time with them entirely. As a result, she spends most of her time with her Mother and Xibalba. She looks up to them both and absorbs both their personalities... and shares her mothers love of Rivers and Xibala's love for control. ;D She'd collect rocks-and use them to her advantage. She will soon transition from her Mothers side to Xibalba... hoping to one day be as 'special' as she. She is also prone to making up her own idea's of how things happen... taking on the ability to lie and be believed. She also keeps alot of her thoughts on things to herself.
Response:
(Prompt 2)
Renegat hated it... she hated watching Utesaji Dote on the boys... she wouldn't call them siblings-they weren't hers to share. She growled to herself, laying off away from all the Manliness... for she despised their Testosterone and Braveness. She could puke. Tossing her tiny head in the air in a show of defiance-she sat with her back to them-waiting for her Mother or Xibalba to return from where they were... She could hear her Fathers voice talking so happily to his children today... she refused to be called his. She was Moms and Xibalba's.... no one else's. Somehow her Mother and Xibalba had her... and the Boys were just mistakes... Her thoughts brought a smile to her face.
She turned her slightly, so she could see what Utesaji was teaching the wretched boys today. Something about being strong little boys-or something like that. She sighed. Usually she'd lay a bit away and listen to the 'Ute Lecture' and memorize it-so one day she could spring up and do what he taught-just to tick him off... and to please Xibalba... cause Renegat like to please Xibalba. She shut her gold eyes. Pssh. She opened them, looking again. She could see Utesaji standing with his shoulder visible. She growled-curse him... she could pass off as not being his-except for the round mark on her own shoulder.
People would know... and they'd Mock her... Mock her for having two Mom's and a Male who thought he was her 'f-f-f-father...' She felt a wave of shame and fear... they'd know-that he was... no... he wasn't. She refused to confirm it-even in her head. She stood up, deciding that going to the river side to see if any nice rocks washed up-perhaps her Mom was there... that was at least a good thing-she loved her Mom and would call her Mom... but she'd call Utesaji by Utesaji-to his face-in front of the boys. Ha... she tossed her head up again... that was right... She was the defier.. the hater and the Renegade.
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