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Atoli looked around the bed, as John slept there, on the bed. She smiled at him for some reason. She turned around and looked at the room. She has done so much, but she has lost a bunch also. She walked towards the round sofa and sat down. She opened her backpack and than took out a pencil and her sketchpad. She drew John, for memories' sake. She carefully drew him, as he slept soundly. Than she placed down her sketchpad. He was on her special pillow! Atoli took offense by this. She didn't like other people using her pillow. She walked up to him and pulled the pillow. An envelope flew out into the air as she did. She dropped to the ground and the envelope floated onto the pillow. She picked up the envelope and walked towards the couch, forgetting about the pillow. She opened it softly and took out the letter, a picture, and a ripped page out of it. She looked at the picture. She was in it with John. They were smiling and laughing. Where it was? A mystery. She didn't remember this moment for some reason.

Atoli grabbed the letter and read it carefully. "Dear Atoli, If you are reading this, than I have found you yet again. You may not remember me, but this letter should help. I am John, your boyfriend first of all. You haven't date much people I guessed, because your heart hasn't reached out to them. I am a friend, not an enemy. So lets get to the point: If you have forgotten me, than I'll tell you why. I had your stepfather do something to your memories. It wasn't easy, but he did. His company, is rich in materials and high in technology. He had some brainwashing potion thingy that erased your memories of someone with the DNA that was placed in. I could say it was a success, but it hurt my heart. I'm sorry for you to live like you don't know what has happened in the past. Your sorrow, I felt it after I left. I had to go somewhere, somewhere that I regretted going ever since I was little, A strip club for gays. I had signed a contracted when I was little and it stated that when I was 18, I had to work there. If I didn't they would kill all the people I loved and keep me for their own personally use. I had to stay in that contract for 4 years. Okay I signed it for the money, I had to get that money somehow for my parents. They didn't know, but they were glad to get the money. This was when I was like seven so I didn't know what most of the words meant in the contract." Atoli looked at him, than turned her attention back to the letter. "I know that I have to meet you again and do the same as how I have done with you in the beginning. I know this is hard to understand, but I have to do it. True Love doesn't wait. But True Love could easily be replaced for someone. I have to do it all over. Meet you and stuff. This may not be easy to say, but I do love you, I know almost everything about you, but you have to learn about me all over again. For one, I sleep a lot because of what I did. I still sorry you had to learn it like this. Well since that is out, I have to many things to tell you. I still think you should think about it. Take me back and we will take things slowly." Atoli couldn't help but cry a bit. She turned to John and something made her jump. Jump into John and hugged him. "John, I'm so sorry." John woke up confused more than ever. "I'm so sorry."
"Atoli, it isn't your fault. Well will you take me back?" John asked her.
"Yes I will!" Atoli shouted towards him.