Am I the only person or do other people wish that their parents were dead? I just want to know. I just can't stop wishing that my parents and grandparents were dead. It's just to weird. Half the time I wish everyone were dead. I'm getting darker by the moment. I do things I've never done before. I say things that I never said before. Everything is changing around me. I don't wnana do anything I do't wanna go aywhere. I just want to be by myself. I never want anything to happen and if it does happen I couldn't care less whether it affects me or not. I don't wanna be hapy. Pain causes hurt and hurt is very fulfilling to me right now. I don't feel a single emotion. No not even scared. Or happyy. I know it's imposssible for me to ever be truly happy here on this hell of a planet. I need to know that I can feel something. I need someone to tell me that I'm kay and everything will be alright. I need someone to tell me that .........................idk. They just need to tell me something.I just want someone to be there that I like. I sthis life or is it all apart of a death wish?
Slowly dying inside,
Midnight Magdeline
 Midnight Magdeline · Sat May 10, 2008 @ 08:08pm · 1 Comments |
