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I don't like Amber.

She talks about her friends behind their backs, holds grudges, and such s**t.

An example is her good friend Meph being an STD bag and having sex "with 200 plus chicks".

Or her good friend GA being a moron for wanting stability in a marriage with someone she didn't love.

No reason to tell me this s**t, no reason to talk bad about people behind their backs.

Or holding on to a relationship's problems, 4 months after it ended.

While it was an online relationship
That lasted two months.

I don't like Justin. Mostly, because he's stupidly throwing out things in his life that actually matter to move in with someone he's been with for four months.

He called me from Amber's house to break up with me. Tears, crying, bullshit, all bullshit.

He's moving 16 hours away from his kids to be with her. Which is just ********' nuts.

He's still married, wants to get married to her, have kids, all that crap. It makes no sense to me for a 25 year old with that past, to be so rash.

It's irritating. I don't like it, I don't want to see people throwing their lives away like that.

People know I don't like them now. Or they should get the ******** hint by now.

Finally...

I'm clean.


Yes, I do want to move in with Will.
But, I don't have kids I'd move farther away from, voluntarily.
And, I don't have massive ammounts of friends I'd leave behind here.
And, it'd be like me moving in with any of my other long distance friends. Except, with that love thing...