At times you have that feeling of always being alone,
never having anyone out there to watch you, love you.
But to me even though I may have someone there for me
that hole inside you is never filled to completion.
It's tedious trying to figure what is left to secure that feeling.
Is it knowing that you'll never give what is so special to you,
to the one you say you love?
I know I do not want to lose the person I dearly love, but that
feeling inside continues to hurt, never filled.
Tears fall if I'm not able to see my love, to hear the voice, to feel that gently touch.
Yet I'm not willing to give up what we have now, and what we have in the future...why am I still feeling the darkness will protect me more than my love would ever would.
The darkness has trapped me for the longest of times, but I'm not willing to let go of it just yet. The feeling will continue but forever more to I appreciate my love.
As the sun rises and falls, light shines into the darkest of corners,
soon the moon will arise with darkest of night and once again will the calmness in my stomach will come back.
Summer breezes washes my room with the aroma of the stillness of night,
I unlock the door, stepping into a peaceful night.
Breathing in all the serenity relaxes the mind and body, quietly I close the door and walk towards the prickly green grass sitting myself on the cool concrete floors.
My peace at last...
Secret Paradise Community Member 
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