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If you've been monitoring my status online, with Kevin and the broken-ness, fear no more! He officially hates me and thinks I'm an evil person who takes pleasure in breaking people's hearts and hurting them. *shrugs* Whatever. It doesn't matter to me what people think. FINALLY, I can say that again! For the longest time, about a week, I wasn't myself. I've been moody and irritable and just not me. I suspect he had something to do with it. I was broken for a while there. But now I'm fixed, my heart is bigger and ready to wait for the right person. For now, I'll just stick with friends and no boyfriends. I'm done with love for a while.

Anyway, we agreed (sort of) that we wouldn't contact each other ever again. But then five minutes later he sends me an email with an attachment that says "The True You." it had a picture of me with devil horns and red eyes. He had written some things on it, but they were hardly legible so I didn't bother asking him about them. The picture made me laugh. He has no idea who the true me is. I'm not sure if I do myself. But I know that he won't ever find out.

So now my friends and mom are happy that I've stopped talking to him. And I am, too. Sure, I just gave myself a whole bunch of free time, but that's time I can use for my real friends, my writing, and Gaia managing my writing contest. I wonder if he'll still enter? It would be interesting to see his entry. I hold no prejudice against him in the judging, if he decides to stay in.

In short, I'm all better now! Yay! ^_^

EDIT: This journal entry is incorrect! I'm still fine, but other things have changed and I'm not obligated to speak them. To ANYONE. But really. I'm fine.