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So what does it feel like to totally screw up the first phone call to your crush? I was sitting at my desk last night with BJ's phone number, debating calling him or not. Finally, I mustered enough courage and dialed. His mum picked up, and I told her I was looking for some homework help. Ain't that the truth. I heard his mum put the phone down and say that a girl from school was calling. Then his little brother shouted, "OOH! BJ'S GIRLFRIEND'S CALLING!" BJ told him to shut up and picked up the phone. I was blushing like hell, like I always to around him (I also fidget with my hair and repeatedly push it behind my ears when I'm around him) but he couldn't see it. So we talked, but I was biting my nails and stuff more than ever. That was Saturday, tomorrow is Monday. He doesn't tell his friends, and he;s really sweet and funny, but I'll be a wreck. redface